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April 08, 2004 And my online confessional blog asks me where I have been? Just been busy... busy racing against time…wishing the day had more than 24 hours, wondering why you can’t freeze time…just till you catch up to it. Different day and different deadlines…. post-it reminders of what needs to be done. Life has settled into a boring, predictable and unexciting routine. Programming life to be standardized and controlled…like uniformed army ready to eliminate chance and surprise. And at night I lie in bed when body surrenders to exhaustion and think about a single thing that I did for MYSELF….that meant something to me…that made me selfishly happy. I promise myself that I’ll just stop running for a while to ‘enjoy the moment’ only to delay it to another day. Priorities winning over self…something tells me this is what growing old feels like and I hate that idea. (1:44 AM) ~`~
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