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May 25, 2004 I imagine us together…I imagine it so often that I feel like I’ve already spent a life time with you…and when I’m done imagining…the heart aches and longs for you…I miss you. Sometimes the missing passes the realms of insanity into places that no-one has a name for yet. And every time I reach that place I wonder how I got there…was it when I turned in my bed dying to read a passage out loud to you? Was it when I needed a hug for no particular reason, or was it the usual thoughts my lonely heart was weaving? I want to do all the things old married couples complain about…even the most ordinary things. I want to do all those things in public that our society will gasp and point at. I want the world to melt away and leave the two of us alone…but I fear that these longings might just remain longings that every girl whispers and maybe I shouldn’t dream of things so beautiful…. (1:19 AM) ~`~
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