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September 09, 2004 I swear there is a point to this conversation! N : I've been reading your posts…looks like yer one optimistic bitch now. Me : I KNOWWW! I’m a changed woman! N : What happened? Get some lovin? :) Me : Lets just say…life has been realllly goood to me! N: Well I’m very happy for you and your new found happiness! N : Btw you're exactly like yer posts. Me : Seriously!?!? Some people sound SO much cooler on their blogs! :p N : Yeah but that’s cos they write about their social life. Me : Yeaaaah…I cant write like that even my last post was...very UN-like me! N : Yer good mona, what’s stoppin you? Me : I need pain & depression to write! I just don’t sound ME...when I’m happy! I just don’t know what to say! N : Yea I think after yer "I found my silver lining and its takin up half the cloud" post I think you kinna lost the whining ability…now you have to write happy posts!! Me: EXACTLY!!! And who wants to read about…‘Oh I’m so happy I could gag on it!’ N : EXACTLY!!! You've lost to the OTHERS babes, but look what you've gained in return!! Me : NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo!! I KNOW Im better than them!! N : lol! You are in different ways…but it isn’t a competition monaaaaa its about learning and venting and you’ve vented and you've learnt! So you actually won!! Me : but I don’t want to stop writing!! Everyone keeps telling me to shut the blog for a while… cuz I’m dry as the deserts! N : whooooooooo diddddddd??? You don’t have to! N : I suggest you don’t write just cos you wanna fill space...write when you really FEEL the need to share your feelings!! Me : hmmmm…but then everyone writes every day… N : Give it some time, it'll come back to you...writers block and all.... Me : You know...they have something to say...Every fucking day.. N : See yer competing again… Some people just never learn! (2:57 AM) ~`~
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